まあ、もう。。。

2011年6月12日
10:20

Maybe I got many things to write about, but just don't know where to start. Huuuh, what a long days, so much tired, many feelings, new friends, some people to hate, few things that I can't explain, blended into one. Well, I better start sharing from the beginning. Here I go.

There was a Japanese speech contest held by Japan embassy in this country, selection's done from a province to another province, every single contestant in every province who passes the selection will be sent to Jakarta to fight for the 1st place champion. It really sounded nice when first time I heard that announcement from teacher, directly I rose my hands up and said, "先生, let me in, I wanna join that contest (I'll be the winner . . . :) ) ! So, where I have to sign up? ". What a words. My passion turned down slowly by time, I seemed giving up before fighting, just because I knew that there would be a cluster of smart kids joining this contest, included my seniors who ever joined this before. I always though that I was still first year student, many things I didn't know yet about this language. If I said so, what about a friend? She joined in, she's first year student too. The answer? Yeah, because she ever took Japanese course for quite a long time before went to university. I can say that she might be in few levels on me. So, finally, I just became the event filler for speech contest as a dancer and ended up as a girl who just starred at those who made a speech on the lectern from back line seat. How pathetic, but not really. I and some friends showed a Japanese traditional dance called "yosakoi" that we've learnt from video on youtube.

I was the dancer? That's not a big deal I think. But don't know the dance we showed that time made such a big trouble, I can say it's a basic trouble for another trouble. It's all about Japanese club (I'm in) at campus and a new organization called J-Lo, abbreviation from Japan Lover Community (I'm in too). Before go deeper, let me give a lil bit explanation. Who established this new organization? Some seniors from Japanese club. So, we can say that those seniors got 2 responsibilities for each organizations. But time by time, Japanese club with its new leader slowly shows its ego, like undirectly says it's the one. I know we as students of Japanese literature got many things from this club, knowledge and skill, but not everything, note this, for my friends and another seniors who always say that be loyal to club because we're begun from this club (bullshit!!!), I say IT'S NOT EVERYTHING. So, the problem now, these 2 organizations are fighting for existence and authority.